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Contemplating His Face

By M.Mohankumar

A man, admired by many for his athletic figure and handsome looks, contemplates his face standing before a mirror. M. Mohankumar’s poem conjures the thoughts running in the man’s mind.

This morning, as I stand before the mirror,
the face that stares at me troubles my mind.
I rub my eyes in disbelief and look again.
The same face, staring. I’m bleary-eyed
and disheveled, I concede, but that doesn’t
make a face so outrageously different,
and far from prepossessing.

I feel flattened,
like a deflated balloon.

For I’ve always prided myself on my lithe,
athletic figure, and my face in particular,
‘stunningly handsome’, as many have put it.
How can it change overnight?
.
Something is amiss. My eyes?
My eyes may be bleary;
but bleary eyes don’t distort.

It must be this mirror- glass or glazing
or both. This mirror with its ornate frame,
that came as a gift,  framing my face
as I stand before it, staring in disbelief.

I’ve stood before many mirrors,
Have stood before them elated, proud
of my handsome face:  nature’s gift
that I have nurtured  with tender care.

And I’ve seen it acknowledged
by effusive  girls with  their admiring eyes.
I’ve been adored like a youthful Greek god,
come down from the Olympian heights.

Forget the mirrors that lie, I say.
Look at the admiring eyes of the young girls
They tell it; they tell it all.

Mohankumar has published seven volumes of poetry in English. His poems have appeared in almost all reputed literary magazines in print in India. His first collection of short stories in English, ‘The Turning Point and Other Stories’ has been published by Authorspress, Delhi . Mohankumar retired as Chief secretary to Government of Kerala.
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